Money money money
Money money. I absolutely hate money. But, I love it so so. Much. I need more because of my desire to be better than others. And also, life is really boring without it. My mind is a mess. Maybe I should marvel at myself in the mirror to misdirect my mind's meanderings at this momentous moment in my memoire. If you want to make some cash that seems to not too difficult. It seems like money can absolutely not be the goal if you want to have anything remotely meaningful happen in your life. I literally am just realizing that now for realsies. Its fascinating how words can just go straight through your head without clicking. You HAVE to experience things to actually learn a lesson. I have gotten to the monetary position in my life that I don't really need to worry about money too too much. Nevertheless, I still am. Maybe having some sort of schedule to my life would make things better. Also, having my fucking car fixed would be phenomenal. Freedom is what I am itching for. I won...